Note: Every so often my thoughts are best expressed in a prose-poem – I call it that because I don’t know what else to call it. As I continue going through Aunt Clair’s stuff, this is what came to me.
Aunt Clair saved letters
Who do they belong to now that
She has passed to another dimension?
The sender? The recycling bin?
Me – her devoted niece and self-appointed family historian?
Are they private?
Can I use them in my writing?
She saved them
To what end?
Buried in a stuck drawer
Wrapped in rubber bands
Encased in baggies.
Liberated, gently unfolded
Expressions of love
From her mother who died 46 years ago,
Endearments scrawled with an unsteady hand
From her father, also long dead.
Sister, nieces and nephews
offering thanks for a thoughtful gift
updating her from college or from across the world
making amends for a misunderstanding.
Love committed to paper
Yellowing, disintegrating with my touch
Voices from long ago
Briefly heard again.
3 thoughts on “Letters Left Behind”
Thanks- She’s always on target- if you throw something away, maybe even giving it away, it feels like you are either erasing part of a person, desecrating their memory or thinking that if they were there they would be angry? Happy you are mending.
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There is love on the pages of those letters. There is love in your tender words. There is more than that. There is loss and pain and reflection. But there is also faithfulness to her. That is true in all of your remembrances of aunt Clair. What more could any relative, aunt or otherwise, ask for?